Thursday, July 9, 2009

Swimming Time

Feel so good after go to swim ^^

always like swimming because it just like the time will stops when u under the water.....just for my opinion only......

although I'm not a professional swimmer, but I still like swimming along or with my friends.....

unfortunately it seems like most of them were don't know how to swim =="

I like to swim in the swimming pool, not in the beach......don't know why la......maybe because of the salty water + the sticky sands when u comes up from the sea......or maybe sharks HAHAHAHAHA XD

anyway la.......still waiting for the job period, let's do some sports.....it can keep fit and loose weight XD

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

How can I get support from my family???

most of time when I'm down,

no one here can give me support,

even though my family;

it's kinda weird that no family member gonna support themselves;

somehow i feel no one paid attention to myself......even though my mum

most of time were quite peaceful; but when I mention about my job interviews or the part-time exhibition job, the storms began........

last time i had a fight with my mum about money stuffs;

she said that I didn't paid her an penny; even though i had a causal job.....

but did she know that I also need to paid a lots of moneys with my teeth by myself? Each month I need to paid HKD$1000 until October/ Novemeber this year....it's quite a harsh time for myself either.....coz I nearly finished my saving of Aus dollar......don't know how can I paid for my teeth after 3-4 months....

after I've been to Taiwan, my uncle contact me and scold me about how can I still not get a proper job and things about I should take care my mum; coz she's old enough to get retired.....

Damn.........after I came back to Hong Kong , I don't feel anyone was supporting myself. I just acknowledge that I became a unpopular person.....and they just care about when I can let my mum retired, not care about what kind of jobs I looking for or how can I improve my interview skills........

I know now-a-days it's pretty hard to get a job, even though you holding a Degree nor Master......but my uncle just keep saying that his students also can find a job, and your mum is not a rich person, blah.....blah.......blah......

Sometimes I just want someone to comfort me......say something like " mum will support you " nor " everyone know that it's a hard time right now....just cheer up....."

It gave me lots of pressure after I came back; somehow I quite regard that I said I come back to Hong Kong after I done my degree......not listen to others about to get a PR things in Australia.......

really just want to go back time and stay @ Melbourne.....I'm such a idiot....everytime when I made decision I always choose the wrong path.....when I can get back on track to the right way........

Daddy........can u guide me back on the right track???

I wish u still here with our family.........dad