How can I get support from my family???

most of time when I'm down,

no one here can give me support,

even though my family;

it's kinda weird that no family member gonna support themselves;

somehow i feel no one paid attention to myself......even though my mum

most of time were quite peaceful; but when I mention about my job interviews or the part-time exhibition job, the storms began........

last time i had a fight with my mum about money stuffs;

she said that I didn't paid her an penny; even though i had a causal job.....

but did she know that I also need to paid a lots of moneys with my teeth by myself? Each month I need to paid HKD$1000 until October/ Novemeber this year....it's quite a harsh time for myself either.....coz I nearly finished my saving of Aus dollar......don't know how can I paid for my teeth after 3-4 months....

after I've been to Taiwan, my uncle contact me and scold me about how can I still not get a proper job and things about I should take care my mum; coz she's old enough to get retired.....

Damn.........after I came back to Hong Kong , I don't feel anyone was supporting myself. I just acknowledge that I became a unpopular person.....and they just care about when I can let my mum retired, not care about what kind of jobs I looking for or how can I improve my interview skills........

I know now-a-days it's pretty hard to get a job, even though you holding a Degree nor Master......but my uncle just keep saying that his students also can find a job, and your mum is not a rich person, blah.....blah.......blah......

Sometimes I just want someone to comfort me......say something like " mum will support you " nor " everyone know that it's a hard time right now....just cheer up....."

It gave me lots of pressure after I came back; somehow I quite regard that I said I come back to Hong Kong after I done my degree......not listen to others about to get a PR things in Australia.......

really just want to go back time and stay @ Melbourne.....I'm such a idiot....everytime when I made decision I always choose the wrong path.....when I can get back on track to the right way........

Daddy........can u guide me back on the right track???

I wish u still here with our family.........dad