How can I make myself happy????

HAPPY.........HAPPY...........HAPPY......... everyone know what it means........I also mention "Happy" in this blog....(should be ><)

recently I find out that it's really hard to make myself happy.......(how come?????)

it should had lots of elements to explain it.......

but maybe the most important thing was JOB....it makes me feel so down everytime when I went to job interviews.....

I mean most of the time I received the reject mail ....it said " I'm so sorry, but we already choose other person for this position " everytime when I check my email.......I must know that....it should be a reject mail *sigh* *sigh*.........

In the Chinese culture, it had a sentences like this " when u can suffer the bitter things, u can become a great people " I believe that sentences wasn't suitable for myself......

also everytime when I think I try my best for the interview, the result always wrong......I mean I even have no idea which part makes me fail for all the interviews.........

I remembered last time I applying the Management Trainee in a famous Japanese Restaurant in HK. After the HR manager said I'm not suitable for that position because they expected a person who was graduated from Hong Kong's university.....and I'm the person who graduated from overseas.....so they don't recognized my degree @ all......also he told me that no manager was willing to employ a staff was wearing bracelet; that's why most of the job interview was rejected me.....

It's quite heart-broken though........and my friends said he was discriminate me......sure it is....but how come they don't accept a person who's wearing a bracelet???? Will that person makes the workplace not welcome-able?? or what kind of excuse/ I'll bring the bad fortune for them???

@ this moment, I just want to scream out TWO words "FUCK YOU" to that Jap. Restaurant HR Manager