Happy birthday to myself :D

today it's my 25th b'day......

getting older n older la XD

1st time celebrate my b'day after I came back from Melbourne ^^

quite exciting thought ^^

hope the brand new year will lead me have more happiness with myself; my friends n my family....... God Bless me PaPa ^^

Totally Depress......-u-

Recently~~~~~

• all the depress feeling become my "friend" again.........(that's not a good thing)

• when I feel depress no one I can talk to when I needs my friend(s) ><

• I think I'm the one will annoying peoples when I want to chat with them, specially those who had another half

• I doubt myself did I make the right choices or not again n again...... (this question keep spinning around my head)

• I'm really broke........coz the salary in July still not come out yet (DAMN)

• I totally lost myself

• I found out Oct 2008 to 2009 was the most difficult year that I ever lived

• I want to turn back the time while I still living in Melbourne (those days were my happiest day ever in my life; coz i met a lot of pplz)

• bad things keep coming to me.........hey~~~where are the good things been??? I'm here, can you join me?? I would like to have some luck + happy